anatomy.

   { Drink to me only with thine eyes

   And i will pledge with mine

  Or leave a kiss but in the cup,

  And I'll not look for wine. }

I love that. I looked into a kids eyes much too much this weekend and choked back the "i love you" word vomit just trying to surface, sometimes i just get so overwhelmed that i feel like the work LIKE isn't good enough... at ALL i mean how many times do you hear the average teen say the word "like" on a daily basis.

how then dear readers could it suffice for my feeling when looking directly into almond eyes...?

Well, anatomy... doesn't anyone else wish we had an EXTRA organ.. hmm 

heart: check, brain: i like to think so, Stomach : Ha most DEFF check Lungs: wait, (inhale... e x h a l e) CHECK!

so what about this new organ? what shall we call it? hmmm, shit man. okay ,got it:

Justtellmewhattherighthingtodorightnowsoidonthavetofigureitoutonmyownorworryabouttheconsequences...

wwooooooot, I LOVE IT, i know we have judgment centers in the brain but nothing compares to my organ!

it can tell you what indie outfit to wear, if someone is REALLY eye-fucking the shit out of you, or just staring at a booger...

MY ORGAN can keep back the word vomit, it can secrete special fluids to flush your check at the right times, 

literally release your inhibitions with special endocrine hormones that actually allow you to not give a flying fuck about the outcome of a kiss    or scream or    secret.

My organ can cure Gittelman's Syndrome, Heart Ache, Butterflies, you name it!

All I can hope for now is:

That my heart can pump enough blood and my brain can send enough neurons to get this organ pumpin'