friday night....THNINK TANK!!!

friday night THINK TANK, no no no readers, you may think hat it is some sort of spin on a trivial pursuit beer bong...oh how i wish it was so,but nope, for the past 2 hours, there has been a DEEP conversation of happines, solitude and well yeah basically realll deeep shit.
warning: i realize this is all very mean but i was at the end of my rope. many tears were shed, no one noticed, i finally talked, and well we all know how taht works out.
here is what i have learned my trailer park, mexican self...
ellen is not insightfull, smart and she does not have anything important to say.
no but really, among these young thinkers, we have a writer, brain, and insanely wordy emotional examinist....my job assignment:janitor
I know i am bashing myself, no one is going to read this so yeah
im pity bloggin it. DEAL

Im laughing inside.
These talks are HILARIOUS.
Im seriously freaking out...
FIND OUT WHO YOU ARE
fuck the "you in the dress" be the you right now, be the YOU in pijamas and no bra.
I am the me on friday. today. I am the ME in love. I am the ME who isnt going to dump my boyfriend because I need to discover myself. I will discover myself, jesus christ.
Dont get me wrong.. Im all about the intellectuals. but really?
we have been doing this all day.
We are now being graced by a lovely reading...
A READING. its friday night. . . As i write this, i know I KNOW, im being mean.
And usually its about random kids who hurt MY friends. I cannot lie, the last time I wrote something like this in a blog I was hurt and confused to the point where i stoppped writing.
It is only fair to explain MY philosohy while bashing that of my beloved friends.
( I say that without sarcasm ACTUALLy, i love them, its just like.... you know.. COME ON. )
so heres mine:
(p.s its not as good as the three hour philosofical "think tank" that has been my friday night but anyways..)
ready folks???? you sure?? i dont know if you can handle it.
I ellen may wolf think that the people who know most about themselves arent the ones who sit in a room talking about how they are going to "find out who they really are"...its funny how simple the answer seems to me. Instead of talking baouthow you are going to do it... GO DO IT. now
for godness sakes, stop thinking on whther or not its better to throw caution to the wind or carefully calculate your every "self discovering " move. throw it all out, fucking rock it out.

ANSWER: GO outside, and umm live your life.

wait nooooo that was too easy.

lets try this

answer: DONTPLAN, bust out, have some FUN.
there you have it. no need to thank me. it took me about 6 mins, 2/3 of a box of zours and about 2 hours of pent up aggresin and hurt.


SHITTY BLOG.

who cares, not me
im gonna go
DISCOVER MYSELF.
hahahaha